I'm getting on my own nerves...

This should really be titled "Just keepin' it real" because I have read several blogs of military moms left behind and they all have sunshine and roses attitude. Apparently the Air Guard didn't issue one of those to me because I am seriously lacking on the sunshine and roses. But then I am thinking "self don't be so hard on us, because really we are just doing the best we can. Those other bloggers don't want anyone to know how miserable they are". Then I give myself a big hug.

No I don't really hug myself, that would make me look insane.

I have tried really really really hard to change my attitude. My own sour attitude it getting on my nerves. I am a pathetic shell of the really happy person I used to be.

What is getting on my nerves almost as much as my attitude is the fact that I blog about it LOL Seriously I wouldn't want to visit a blog that was gloom all the time.

Then it takes me back to "Just keepin' it real". Because I am. Keepin' it real.

This Friday I am supposed to go out with my friend Jaryn. I am thinking I need to just get my drink on. Something I haven't done since last Novemeber!

OK so I promise to work on my Washington travel story and I promise to work on my bad attitude!!!!