I lied.

I lied when I said the last 4.5 months have gone by FAST.

There {whew} I feel better.

That is why Jenn was laughing sooooo hard when I told her that.

She knows better.

Linda knows better.

Tom knows better.

The kids know better.

Anyone that has talked to me at ALL in the last 4.5 months knows better.

I know better.

It has been the longest 4.5 months of my life. 5 by the time he gets home.

and in 12 days it will all be over.

Hopefully over for a long time. He was gone 3 months in 2004, 2.5 months in 2006 and now 5 months in 2008. If he has to leave again in 18 months I may as well just admit myself to the psyche ward now because I don't have it in me.

TWELVE DAYS!